I gathered my things to make the bus. I zipped my hooded sweatshirt
and buttoned my jacket. I popped the collar to protect my exposed
jugular. I could retract my head into the semi-circle it created if it
got really cold. I covered my ears with large headphones. I never
started the music. I crossed Ashland, eyes fixed on a tow truck. It
was an old Ford F-450 diesel-heavy duty in its glory days. Its rear
end was sunk to the street, with no vehicle in its vice. The hazards
flashed and the rectangular three colored siren blurted its signal
silently. The front end was pointed straight to the sky. Trying to get
to heaven but gravity or fate pulled it the other way. It wanted to
sink through the asphalt. The wheel wells were a foot and a half above
the tops of the front tires. It was perfectly sloped at forty-five
degrees-bumper to bumper. The driver wore a one-piece Carhartt that
looked like it had been through a meat grinder and spit into a puddle
of twelve day old piss. As he surveyed the relic for possible clues to
its malfunction, he stopped, stooped, listened, and stared. I stared.
I wondered what made the truck give up. I knew that it was the middle
of the day. I knew that it was crucial for this man to have this truck
in working order to survive. He wouldn't be driving that thing if it
was not essential. It was a half-assed navy blue one ton with a faded
orange pin striping. He found something. He re-positioned himself on
his back and pulled himself under the slanted frame of the truck. I
couldn't see the actual parts he was fidgeting with- I struggled to
answer my curiosities. The bus was coming. I could see the highlighted
letters streaming across its forehead. Its big bug eyes disguising the
faceless silhouette of the driver. It was at the underpass. Four
hundred yards from my stop. Two hundred fifty yards from the hazard.
As the more agile cars darted and slipped alongside the trap created
by the dead horse, the bus continued getting larger-showing both
lenses of its square shaped sunglasses. The man in tan did the Chinese
fire drill and tried to get it turn over. The headlights went on and
it coughed coughed coughed and roared. It was awake-the bus didn't
even slow. It was within fifty yards. As soon as he put it in gear,
the music began that was a horn first. It had the cello next. Followed
by the flute. It was now summer in California. The tow trucked
transformed into an El Camino. The sun painted its quarter panel in
its original midnight blue, emblazoned with a clementine impasto. It
wisp away down Ashland and brought the weather with it. The cold
slapped me and the bus doors opened in front of me, revealing the true
identity of the driver for the first and last time. I knew if I were
to see that driver again, I would think that I may have rode with them
before-but it was only a maybe and that I would never know. I never
gave them that much acknowledgement. I would give them the same once
over glance that they would return to me. I was on my way to the
cobbler.
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